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Feb. 25th, 2009 12:47 amI hate to say it, but ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
evil_dwagon is on my mind again.
Actually, perhaps it's better to say he never left. I've been thinking about him in the back of my mind since last Thursday. I'm still somewhat in a daze as it is.
Tonight I read through his LJ entries. Admittedly I didn't pay attention to a lot of them, and his postings were sporadic, but I teared up a bit when I read the bit about his grandmother. I had forgotten that even from some 3000 miles away I was more than willing to share that pain. I don't even remember if he calledionotter or myself, but I remember we were both worried about how he was doing at the time.
I was also chatting withbluedeer, who mentioned that what probably hurts the most is all the good memories that were made that will never happen again.
But even with all the pain, I cling to the hope that I will see him again someday.
evil_dwagon is on my mind again.Actually, perhaps it's better to say he never left. I've been thinking about him in the back of my mind since last Thursday. I'm still somewhat in a daze as it is.
Tonight I read through his LJ entries. Admittedly I didn't pay attention to a lot of them, and his postings were sporadic, but I teared up a bit when I read the bit about his grandmother. I had forgotten that even from some 3000 miles away I was more than willing to share that pain. I don't even remember if he called
ionotter or myself, but I remember we were both worried about how he was doing at the time.I was also chatting with
bluedeer, who mentioned that what probably hurts the most is all the good memories that were made that will never happen again.But even with all the pain, I cling to the hope that I will see him again someday.
